"Brandy, the best way to begin is to say that I have always felt I should have been born a girl." I stared at her. "I guess it is how I look at life. ... am happier doing girl things, I get along a lot better with girls. And I feel so much better when I am dressed like one. So I started to borrowing and wearing my Mom's stuff when I was five or six, and got caught when I was ten." She paused."To make the story short, my Dad blew a fuse, and I got sent to a shrink, who tested me and then sent me. It was like vanilla ice cream with a cherry on top. I saw Saurabh’s eyes wide opened as he was peeking through the back mirror.I patted him on his shoulder and signaled him to look in the front to avoid an accident. He laughed, and I also smiled. Shruti was feeding for around 10 minutes. Saurabh kept on peeping through the back mirror now and then. I ignored. This happened a couple of times, but I again ignored it.Finally, in the evening, we reached Jaipur and checked in to a three-star hotel.. ..why not.She just grinned. Naturally, my next question to her was the same one sheasked me. Her response was, "I love it when you go down on me. You don'tdo it enough. I would love to have you do it at least once a day." Ilove everything about Carol. Going down on her was something I loved todo anyway, but I usually saved it for those times when I thought it wouldsend her through the roof. So, this was a win-win situation. What agreat way to start the year.I started to comply with her. We were at my youngest child’s appointment. We were in the exam room. All of a sudden there was a lot of movement in the hallway. It wasn’t an emergency or anything, it just became busy. Between the activity in the hallway and the discussion in the room it triggered the anxiety thing. The doctor bless her heart is an exuberant person by nature. She said something really loud. I about came unglued and said “DON’T DO THAT!”. I startled everyone including myself as it jumped right out of my mouth..