I just wished he would actually DO those unspeakable things to me. Like all the men I find myself attracted to, Andy was completely unattainable. Marr...ed. With kids. That didn’t stop me from fantasising about him every available moment of the day. And night. At this particular moment, hands still roving my body, I tried to imagine what it would be like to take him home with me. Tonight was the Christmas party, and with the company paying for drinks it was sure to be an entertaining night. I. There it would stay, being more suitable to the winter roads than the van that the inn used.(Day 9, evening at the Chena River Inn, northeast of Fairbanks)Grif and Tara sat in their room at the Inn, surfing the aerotraderonline.com site, while Tracy and Sheila hashed out the nickels and dimes of the Chena River Inn sale. A small tap came on the door, and Tara opened the door to find Bonnie standing there looking forlorn. Tara asked what was wrong, and Bonnie said that she was just sad about. "Hey mom. I thought you would be sleeping," I said."Yeah, I just woke up an hour ago by a phone call." Oh, anything important?" I asked, but in the back of my mind I waspraying it wasn't one of my gentlemen calling!!"No, it was just Ms. Richards. It was weird. She was thanking me fortelling her about some skin lotion I told her I used, which I don'tremember doing and about some guy she has started dating," My mom said.Oh crap. This can be bad, I thought. "Oh is that it?" I asked."Yeppers. How. "If you want to be a fat dirty slut then you get what you deserve!" this man, her own grandad, spat in her ear in a vicious whisper. She heard the door open, he had stepped away. She thought if she could get up she could run and get Mum and Daddy. She managed to get her feet underneath her and started to stand. She was kicked in the ankle and started to fall. Hands grabbed her and kept her standing, bending her head to the mattress. But something was wrong, there was someone else there. She was.