I told him that I was just taking a walk and that I loved to look at the sea, especially when a storm was coming. He told me that I looked sensational... and very sexy I thanked him and told him that sometimes I needed a confidence boost and that I would often wear revealing clothing to ensure that I would attract attention. He replied that I had certainly attracted attention today. I wrapped my arms around myself and he asked if I was feeling cold. I told him that I was a little cold and that. I wish I had rather than taking her for granted.The holidays ended and I dated but met no one who intrigued me like Christine always had. I realized that I would compare women I met to her. In my mind, I knew the day would come when one would compare favorably or even better. It hadn’t occurred yet.Winter passed in an instructional league and I did well. I would start the new year in AAA. I would be a member of the Colorado Springs Sky Sox. It would be a new area for me and I was looking. Nothing is as easy as it is. I think that's one of Murphy's many laws. Certainly, the transition to having Rhonda living with us and back as part of our group wasn't easy on any of us. I wanted—we all wanted—everything to be like it used to be. But it wasn't.Rhonda had terrible nightmares the first week we were back. I can't blame her. I had a few myself. The drug cocktail worked wonders for the pain, but did weird things to your head. I only used the painkillers at night and just suffered with. Selena called down to Joseph's pager and he called back within a minute or two."Joseph, I hate to take advantage of you, but do you think you'll see Jaime or Arturo? Joe isn't here to talk his talk, but you know there's a $100 bill for one of them to divert a hors d'oeuvre platter to this room." She said with a teasing lilt."Good Lord, she's a palm greaser, just like her husband to be." Joseph said to no-one, thinking it was cute she was learning Joe's ropes."I can call the kitchen and ask;.