I was one really confused guy. I felt his hard cock pressed against me. To my horror, I realized that I was at least as hard as he was. This was so ...rong. I was so not looking for love, especially with a guy, but, FUCK. I really liked his black cock. Jim was handling my cock through my pants as he continued kissing me. I let him. As he kissed me, he pulled me gently into the room. My cock was very uncomfortable in my pants. Jim solved that issue, as he unzipped me, reached in, and pulled my. Jay was working away on my ass. Mike pulled his cock out and was kind of slapping it on my shoulder as I sucked his balls. Yes, it was that long. When Mike started pissing right down my back. A little waterfall of warm piss in the cool air ran down my back and right between my butt cheeks as Jay was working it. Jay came shortly after that. Staying in my ass, Jay waited until he had plugged up his cum in my ass. Then he let loose a torrent of urine in my ass. I could tell he was pushing. I hadn’t gotten to that point of asking myself yet if this woman is the one, or if God sent her to me, but the conversation flowed easily between us for the 20 minute ride to the hotel, and then before you knew it we were going out for dinner together. Once we left the shuttle though, that’s when shit really hit the fan, because as we all exited the van, and got to the back to find our bags, mine wasn’t there. So I was heated, hot under the collar, mad, which ever analogy you wanted to put. And then there is the echo of that deafening sound still reverberating in my mind ... pounding inside my head. Now that horrid sound follows me everywhere I go and affords me no escape. Soon, very soon, I fear I will surely go insane if it does not stop.February 21, 1894My good and dear friend Doctor Whitaker came today to minister to my wounds. He he gave me an sweet elixir to drink to help with the pain. He assured me that it will help me sleep and will keep the demon away. His kind voice.