I look at myself in themirror and the tie reminds me of a dog collar. Strangely enough, I findthis thought exciting. The last part of the ensemble is ...he wide, blackleather belt that's been lying on the bed. It fits through black loops atthe waist and like the ones around the collar, once the item is in place,you cannot see the loops. My mother pulls the three inch wide belt tightaround my waist and buckles it making my tiny waist look even morediminutive. She stands me up, looks me up and. Mrs. Thomas also looked a little off put by that comment. The teacher noticing this reaction blanched, his eyes going wide obviously realising the connotations of what he had said, "I didn't mean that as an insult," he said quickly, "I just meant your er ... distinctive features would be hard to hide. I didn't mean to offend you."Both D and Jane eased off a bit, though D stood with arms crossed looking at the teacher warily."It's not hard to hide when you know how," I said and demonstrated by. I thought I saw something wild there."You know that summer Annie and her brother visited, right? When you were home from school after your freshman year?" Of course."I shifted a little in my seat. Oh, yes. I remembered that so very well. Emily's eyes seemed to grow bigger."Well, there's something else about that time. Remember the afternoon where you all lined up and took me, one after another—you, your dad, Annie's brother, Chris?"Emily laughed, a low, salacious laugh that almost made me come. “Really? I had no idea,” Ray said. “Me either, so I gotta ask you something,” I replied. “Yes sis?” Ray asked. I took in a very deep breath, I wanted to ask him this, but I wondered if he'd just be repulsed by me, but I also knew he loved me too, so I took a shot in the dark. “Would you ever in a million years... consider having sex with me if I asked you to?” I asked. He just had a very stunned look and then looked away. After about 30 seconds of silence, I thought he was mad, so I got up and.