It blew me away because of the intensity of the emotion, but I was still more or less seeing her as Birgit at that point, so I can’t read too much i...to it.”“So you might come home and I might have to compete with a dream girl in Stockholm again?”“Jennifer, my feelings for you haven’t changed. In fact, I’m in a much better place than I was when I left, believe it or not. I have one girlfriend here, Pia. Other than what was a one-time thing in Stockholm, that’s all there is. I’ve more or less. "While I fetched her drink, I thought back over the past few months. Shehad caught me masturbating on more than one occasion. Initially, sheadmonished me with mild warnings and verbal scoldings, and later, I wasrelegated to spending time in the corner. Eventually, however, when mypromises to stop touching myself were broken, she had resorted tospanking. And not just my pantied ass. On a few recent occasions, shehad even taken to smacking the front of my panties.By the time I'd opened the. I was aware that my haste could ruin this priceless piece of film, so I deliberately made myself slow down. I went into the blackout booth and loaded the reel with the film. Twice my fingers slipped -- loading a reel by hand is no easy trick under the best of circumstances -- but I finally got the strip into the can and developed it with painstaking attention to time and temperature.The negatives were perfect. They were so crisp, so defined. I could not believe my luck. I was aware of how. Make her feel more comfortable. And more 'one of us'. I'm sure she'll come round eventually.?A few hours, and more than a few bottles of wine and brandy later, the party gently broke up.?Well girls and boys it has been nice, as always having you around. But now I want you all to fuck off and leave me alone.?Julia spoke with that husky tone that didn't in any way give away how much she had drunk. She could drink for England and never got 'pissed'. The group all broke into raucous laughter at.