I'm lapping it up.Even poor Gerald, whimpering in his corner, is having a furtive peep. I giggle and blow him a mocking kiss.I get up on the table, st...nd next to Cynthia. The contrast is cruel as cruel can be. Giggle. My lush beauty is pointed up by her ugliness. And the opposite of course, she looks just terrible stood there next to me. I'm a nice height for a girl and she's short. I've got a heart stoppingly lovely face and hers is plain as pie. My lips are full and pouting, hers are thin and. "Sherrie, I love the time we spend together, because we're not putting pressure on each other to make more out of us than there is. When we laugh together, we're especially good. Let's continue to be good. You might meet someone in Sweden and fall madly in love. You need to be free to be open to what life has for you."My commitment to Jennifer is about Jennifer. That won't change. I promise."We talked a little longer, with Sherrie trying to feel better about herself I suppose. Jerry and I got. " Alright," Felix stood up and followed Darren down into the basement.Once downstairs, Darren began to prep the pool cues. "I'm surprised you don't know how to play pool," Darren said.Felix looked down. His jet black hair was slightly long and fixed like Adam Lamberts. Darren thought he was kind of hot for being a kid."How old are you?" Darren asked."Seventeen. I just turned seventeen last week," Felix mumbled."Hey well happy belated birthday. You're only a year younger than me. That's. I had looked at myself for 50 years, seeing what I would change if Icould, what would make me more feminine or at least androgynous ifnothing else. I had a list of changes that a good plastic surgeon coulddo. It wouldn't be inexpensive, but I decided it would be worth it tome. With some searching online and recommendations from some girls intransgender forums, I selected a potential surgeon. He lived about sixhours away (which would give me more privacy), was highly respected, andhandled a lot.