As I was sorting through my closet, I heard the phone ring. But Shannon answered before I could get to it, so I went on searching.When I came out from...my bedroom, I could hear Shannon talking on the phone in her room, so I went on into the kitchen and waited. I sat and waited for about ten minutes when Shannon finally came out and sat down at the kitchen table.I thought at first that maybe she had received another call from our overzealous caller, but she smiled plainly and we started. Fantasizing, identifying with the women, to please, forced to orgasm. Utter and complete submission. What really scares me is that not only did I actually tell him this, but I know that sexually, he’s an alpha male. Athletic, smart, and dominant. I’m scared, nervous, and excited beyond anything I’ve ever experienced, but I’m powerless to resist this attraction. Here’s the hotel... Hmm, this lot is full, wait there’s one spot left…and…it’s the last one…on the right. I’m beginning to think. It was enough then.Later that day, Jacob went to Laban and made a new contract. When it wasfinished, Jacob punched his father-in-law in the face then came back tome. We made love. A week later, Rachel was his bride. Because of thatweek, I had a son, Ruben, and then, another, and another, six in all.But Rachel was barren. She was bitter. I had his children.Yes, I was jealous too, because she had his love. I knew he cared forme, but it was not enough.Yet, I prayed to Jacob's G-d and asked. " You should use them too Jan, it may help you to get over the trauma of it and shed some of your inhibitions. Do you fear I am just going to fuck you over?" I'm not sure about you yet Eric. You seem more of a caring person than I thought before yesterday and I've been in bed with you all night and you haven't yet raped me. I know you're strong enough and could have done so." I don't intend to rape you Jan, but I would like to fuck you. You can feel how hard I am now. I shall try to persuade.