“I love you too. I gotta say, ever since that night, I think our relationship has sky rocketed in a very big way. The best moments of the day, are w...en we get back from work. It always seems like work is just an obstacle getting in the way of spending time with you. During those eight hours every day, I just wanna be with you. I truly don't picture myself with anyone else either. You are the best woman I've ever met in my life, and I'm not just saying that either, my lady. I look forward to. I also had John tell him some more about the security company who was watching over Marilyn and Charlie.The one thing I left out was that Hamilton was on the verge of leaving, when I called him back and shot him. I knew enough to know that if I said he was advancing towards me I could call itself self-defense. What really happened, which was just as much a case of self-defense to my mind, would probably be called murder. I would have to take those last few seconds to the grave with me. Hamilton. I reached down to examinethem, and realized why. They were firm, not squishy like usual. They stillbounced up and down because the expanders were above the muscle, but itfelt like I had two grapefruits stuck inside my chest. Round and firm. Likea stripper, or pornstar.I received a full set of long square French nails (again, like a pornstar).My hair was done half down, half up in a top ponytail. Dark eyeshadow andmascara. Large silver hoop earrings. Tall white platform heels. A shortminiskirt. And what had love brought me? A costly divorce, losing my not-so-well-paid desk job, and a consequently unaffordable check from my lawyer. On top of that, I got to look after our daughter, since my ex had bought the adolescent psychologist over to testify that it would not be good for the development of our daughter to live with a single parent who had such a demanding job like her and would thus not be around too much. Hard cash. Some have it, other's don't. Take an educated guess to which.