Erica and I left for the party around 10:00 pm. When we got there, it wasa happening place! Alcohol and weed were making the rounds and we workedourse...ves into a stupor. While Erica was talking to one of her friends, Iexcused myself, in a rather intoxicated state, to the bathroom to take apiss. When I unzipped the skirt, I realized I still had panties on and Isaid "what the hell" and sat down to use the toilet. I noticed somethingstrange, however. There was a small pile of hair around my shoes. What does this guy want? That's always the question I ask. Does he want to caress me a bit, kiss me and slowly get hard? Is he rock hard and just needs to cum now before his balls explode?Those calls happen a lot. I am always nervous about being able to make guys cum. Once they cum I know I have done my job and succeeded. I don't want him to have to take his dick in his own hand and stroke it for me. I don't want him to get soft, take a break, and then jerk off and cum. I want to use my body. "Exactly like me. Who needs the public scourge? I hate to sound callous but, I didn't die, I found a guy. I don't want or need that part of my life exposed. If this thing goes to trial I'm probably going to have to answer a lot of questions that I don't want to and act stupid, like I didn't know what was going on before or after me. Now, I have to go, I have 3 ideas I'm trying to get on easels over there." She said gung ho to leave, but I grabbed her arm and stopped her."Are you absolutely sure. I didn't deny this, but went on to tell her I prided myself on being able to take it the stings without tears. We talked quite a lot about the discipline system, she telling me that in her day in boarding school, being caned on the arse was quite common. I thought that was a bit much and said so. She went on to say she didn't agree that she was a firm believer on the old saying, "Spare the rod you spoil the child." She knew I had been a bully, no need to guess where she found this out and.