He lapped my cunt like a crazed animal. He pushed his cock back into my pussy and fucked me harder and faster. “I want you to ride me.” He then...got on his back and I got on top of him. I put his cock into my pussy and worked my body up and down over his shaft. His cock felt so good in my pussy. He sat up and made love to my breasts. Pushing them together and licking the nipples. My hair was swaying as I rode up and down over his hard cock. His fingers were twisting and pulling on my. At the time he was like a brother to me, not biologically or by blood but by how we trusted each other. Looking back on it, I quesion it, but you're not reading for that so I'll get down to it.Back when I was young, foolish, and guliable he showed me some porn magazines. I got curious and so we went outside the house and into a shed, where we covered the windows and door and dropped out clothes to the ground. We were both young and I had never seen anyone else naked that I remembered. I started. The knock on the door came as a shock, he was sitting in the chair towards the back of the room as I started to walk to the door dressed as before and with my dressing gown tied, loosely I opened the door and the same young boy stood blushing in the corridor, I invited him in because with coffee they have to pour it, I stood the other side of the coffee table and bent down to move some magazines off the table to make room for the tray, I was aware that my dressing gown top had fallen open and. Keeps getting easier and more till now I cam 2 cam, phone and exchange cock pics with gay men. It fuels my fantasy but I seem to need more and more all the time. I remember seeing the first porn pics so many years ago and getting so turned on... now watch porn videos is boring.I'm a very good looking guy, do well with girls, I'm very fit with a lean muscled body and quite successful in my career. Lead a happy straight life. Of course this urge and fantasy keeps creeping in... might resist it.