I wanted to lay naked with my mother - to feel her soft warm flesh against my own - to tell her that it wasn't her fault, that it was something that G...rald did to her but that if she would help me, we could not pass that deviant line.Instead Amy arrived back home at that moment, hearing the distant door open and close distantly. Mother didn't even seem to notice so I spoke up, "Amy is home mom - you better go to your room."Mother sighed and then nodded, turning to leave but pausing to look over. After she told me about visiting her grandmother, we were quickly into re-runs on her network. I told her about my SAT score, and she shrieked with delight, particularly since my highest score had come on the writing portion for which she had been my ostensible tutor. I told her about Jill, which also pleased her. And I told her about our ball game, which she quickly dismissed as an aberration. Then I told her about Religion, about the test and the assignment, and I asked her if she had any. He turned his head towards me, looking quizzical.“You told me that story a while ago Dad, remember?” I asked.“Of course,” he replied, “I did, didn’t I. I wouldn’t want that to get out.”“It won’t from me Dad,” I assured him.That’s good son, thank you.”We pulled up outside the church hall and Dad helped me get my stuff inside, where the members of Cal’s group were just setting up.There was Cal, who was the lead vocalist, Peter Travis on bass guitar, Brian Turvey on keyboard, me with my guitar,. Cedar crest is built based on an old Norman design, with twelve rooms, all recently remodeled, and kept up beautifully.Finally alone, inside the Governor's suite, I was terrified.How was I going to pull this off? With hundreds and hundreds of people who surely had a close relationship with the Governor, it was impossible to even think of faking it successfully.Then there came a knock on the bedroom door. "Governor, I brought you your lap top, and briefing material. May I leave it out here in.