"She laughed at that idea and said, "Sweetie, crossdressers always do itagain, it is a lie to pretend that you won't." She explained, "For themen who ...rossdress it is as addictive as alcohol or drugs. My universityPsychology professor Dr. Lindsay Korman told the class that she wentthrough the same problem in her marriage, her husband was a hardcorecrossdresser and his crossdressing never decreased, it only increased."I listened to the serious way she discussed this subject and I had toaccept. JaimieFinn was portrayed as the forgotten child who was in desperate need ofhelp but nobody bothered to take notice of. Taylor felt great pride inhow Valerie Finn was the true tie that bound the small family togetherthrough her closeness to John and Jaimie.It was a great movie and one that she would have wanted to see despitestarring in it. She did love that she looked amazing on screen buthappily saw that Lola, the girl who portrayed Jaimie, stole the movie.The girl was a natural, but given. It frightened the life out of me when I almost went over the edge. The silly thing is, I was driving too fast because Peter had upset me. Life does turn full circle somehow." You don't think he could have decided to do it on purpose, do you? You know, after we announced our engagement."I moved to sit next to her, "No, I don't. You said yourself that Peter wasn't that type, and I certainly never saw any traits in him that he was weak and backed away from life. No, I don't." I paused to make sure. He did not communicate with me for a week and I was worried. But he returned next week and just told that his father is very sick but is recovering. I felt better. But he always looked tense and did not tell me the reason. I tried my best to take care of him in his time of tension.I tried to woo him for sex but as usual he slept the other side. In fact our sex life was ok only for first two years of marriage. Then it became a monthly ritual without any emotion or love. He would finish in two.