That left me plenty of time to try to sort out my feelings. I liked Lyn a lot, even without Sarah in the equation, but she was just too much hard work... Likewise, I liked Petra too, though she had made it clear that all she could be is a friend. I was more than happy with that.Natasha! There by lay my dilemma. I was reasonably convinced that the old Natasha was gone, with the exception of the odd moment. Her short dependency on me was more or less over. Did that mean that our closeness was over?. " Then come with me," he said, taking my hand as we floated off together into the light.When we arrived I found myself in my original body, and Samuel as a young man that I immediately recognized had preceded the old man I'd first known. I hugged him like I've never hugged anyone before."Is this who I am now?" I wondered."It's who I always saw you as," came his reply, "and loved you as. But here you can be anyone you wish." How? Is there a maintenance shop nearby?" Just decide," came the reply. (You have to do sex with us)And that very moment, Salim pinched my nipple. Although he was doing all the things above my bra and blouse it was so strong pinch that I bite my lips. I was silent for some time.Rafiq asked again: Bolo bhabhiji, 2 ghante to dene hi padenge humko tohi aapko chhodenge warna chalo police station. (Say bhabhiji, you have to give us 2 hours at least then only we will leave you or else come to the police station.)I said: Ok I don’t have any other option. But I have one. . itne saal tak apne apni body ki nangi numaish nahi ki aur aab ekdum achanak se … aur 300 logon ke ssamne aur woh bi hum press walo ke saamne.? kya hai ye? ‘ sab ka sir ghum raha tha,….tab meine kaha ‘ app sab yahan aaye mujhe bahut accha laga. mere agents ne jo bataya ki mein aab hindi filmo mein nazar nahi aaoungi yeh bhi sach hai .. koi kuch nahin bol raha tha mere dil bade zoro se dhadak raha tha kyu koi faisle ki ghadi aa gayi thi.. jo baat mujhe in logon se kahni thi woh aab bolneKa waqt.