The black Ford Cougar. The car she had dreamed of and yearned for, for the last three years. She immediately looked in her rear view mirror, indicated...and pulled over. A very wide grin adorned her youthful looking face - Mercedes did not in any way look 49 years old. She stepped out of her car, locked it and walked over to the forecourt where the car was parked. She couldn't stop smiling. Just like the cat who had got the cream! She crouched down looking into the interior through the driver's. "I buttoned up the generator access and went to the comm panel and relay cabinet. I pulled it open, found the correct connections, and tested them. The cable to the connection was fine but it looked like the physical connector was a little loose. I held the connector to the plug and asked Sam if the reading were steady. After a long pause, "Yes, Max. Looks like the reading are steady now." OK, looks like a bad connector. I'll test the panel also, just to be sure." So for the next while I was. I asked her once if she looks like her mother. She replied that the resemblance is uncanny. At that moment, I knew what her problem was, but I didn’t tell her directly.Without going into details here, I helped her with many sessions that year. I knew if not taken care well, her issues with her dad could cause clinical depression. For her friends she was a sweet beautiful girl, just above 5’ feet 3” inches, fair, hair falling on her shoulders and big telling eyes.But I knew her inner battles. I. "Well, it is a little embarrassing?" What's to be embarrassed about? It's not like you are the first girl to have ever done that for a guy." Yes, but I'm still embarrassed about what it involved." She was blushing."Well, since you don't want to make love, that is our only choice." It's still a big step. And it is embarrassing for a girl to have that in her mouth, or to swallow your seed, and any number of other things." Stephanie, I'll bet while you were doing that last night, at least ten.