”Allen grabbed his arm and squeezed the pressure point at his elbow causing him to let go of me and told him not to press his luck. He left, flippin... us off as he walked out.Allen said, “Wow, Jan, where did you find that one?”I said, “It was our first date. A “get-to-know-me” lunch date, if you know what I mean. I think I found out all I needed to know about him.” We both laughed.He asked, “So you’re still not married? Still chasing that dream?”I said, “Yeah, but it’s hard for a woman,. "What the fuck...this isn't what I wanted!" Kayla screamed feeling her newthroat vibrate as she threw off the headband then looking down saw she wasnow the owner of the shaven, tattooed slit she'd commented on moments ago."Nope, but it's definitely what I wanted though!" the familiar voice ofone of her best frenemies said from the corner of the room.Turning her now mechanical head Kayla looked seeing their neighbor TinaEvans smiling as she walked towards her."What could you possibly stand to. "Every cell in my body demanded I defend him, but I knew she was serious; she would leave and never speak to me again. She does not bluff."When I read your story, I wasn't crying because I was moved, I was crying because I already know how it will end. I said I was sorry, not because I missed this milestone of yours, but because best friends should be there to keep from doing stupid things like this. Because I let my anger and pain get the better of me for my own personal satisfaction, I failed. . traditional... adoption. Stacy herewas just insane enough with her plan to interest me honestly. Bella herewas a total accident, but we couldn't let her get taken by the groupthat wanted her... well, we tried at least." You did your best Mommy," Bella spoke for one of the first times I'dheard her speak."I really don't think a lot of the Littles that end up in care need it,"Amanda said, "Maybe some do... But if they do, their treatment should bea lot kinder. My sisters are terrible to.