Truthfully her offense didn't rise to the level needed to terminate her life."Whatever," I said using the most infuriating word I could think of at th...t moment. I put on the semen stained skirt after using a sponge she had on her counter to wipe them off. I found my new panties stretched but still wearable. My bra was the only part of my wardrobe undamaged. I put it on, then found my torn blouse. It looked pretty ragged and I had nothing to cover it with. I went back into the bedroom and opened. Not on beer.“”I guesh I shudna had those three shots of vodka at the bar, before I cum'd homm . .” she slurred. That explained somethings. I didn't want to take advantage of her inebriated condition – or did I? I had been a little jealous of this new lover, even if he had been nice enough to get me a new game console and controls and several of the more popular cartridges. But I owned him nothing for that, since he had wronged my mother. Besides which, now that she was no longer screwing. She smelt like fresh lilacs and her skin radiated with a glow of excitement. As she led me straight to the living room couch and we began stripping each other frantically. In fact we were hungry for each other after several months of outline mutual masturbation sessions. We proceeded to fuck like crazy and both of us exploded within minutes."Wow "I said " you are as horny as me." Then I took her in my arms and we just sat and melted into each other with that afterglow of two lovers that just. I didn't know what to do. I...really didn't. And noweverything is screwed up. I have let you down, and myself."Me: "But at least I know the truth of it." I sat silent for a fewminutes. "I don't know what to do. On one hand I love you, on theother...well, there is this."Beth: "I love you too!"Me: "Yeah, well. This is a lot to digest. I have to think about this.Come over tomorrow, at 5. Can you make it?"Beth: "Yes!!! I can be here."Me: "Ok, I will see you then."I gave her a hug and walked her.