"What's the matter Gary, you don't think wives talk? You think the other wives didn't welcome me into their exclusive little club when they found out ...rom their husbands that you had been given Simpson's job? You didn't think they would warn me about this, tell me to never do that, to be careful when this or that happened and what to refuse? Come on Gary, talk to me, answer my questions." You were supposed to say no," he said in a hoarse voice. "He was going to try and you were suppose to say. Have I got into a difficult area?" No you haven't really. I will probably never have any children." Why? Is there a problem?" Meg shook her head and thought quietly. Kate remained silent, allowing her friend to gather herself. Eventually Meg started to speak."Kate If you were just an employee of Stuart's I wouldn't say anything. But you are a friend now to both of us. A good friend so I will tell you. Stuart never has been physically my lover. When we married I knew he wouldn't be, but I love. There were pillows lying besides. We grabbed them and started throwing them at each other. We were very excited at a point we missed them and instead of pillows, we were into each others’ arms. I looked up into his eyes and they were looking mischievous. He grabbed me and hugged me tight. His chest was crushing my sweet boobs. Even before I could think of resisting, I was melting in his arms. I felt like I am with someone very close to my heart. I had never experienced this feeling and didn’t. Eventually he concluded that he wished he had been born female.His desire to have been born a girl was constantly being reinforced by all the influences of his daily life. He lived in a household of women. He saw how they were "allowed" to wear pretty clothes and to use perfume, make-up, and jewelry to enhance their attractiveness. He noticed how "outsiders" fawned upon his beautiful mother, aunt and cousin, while barely noticing his ordinary presence. His cousin was allowed to go places like.