It left me with quite a few new responsibilities. Every big decision I made had to be analyzed and reanalyzed for days. I fucking hated it. My evil...side wanted to have no strings attached sex with Lucy, but in order to do that, I had to be more than a car length from her bedroom door.I wasn’t concentrating on any one thing. Because I didn’t want to make a bad decision, I recognized that I was afraid to make one at all. I was content to just roll with it. Usually when that happens,. The scent of sex was hanging in the air in the confined space and I hoped that Brenda’s keen sense of smell did not pick up on the fact much to my discomfort.I hastened to rush her out the door and up to the preparation room for the defense team inside the courtroom. They were already allowing the spectators to claim their seats in the courtroom and I saw the jurors sitting in the dining room eating the special breakfast delivered by the catering staff for the jury and the other courtroom. You sit right down there and Mary and I will get you breakfast. I'll take care of the coffee. Could you make some bacon and eggs, Mary?" Sure. I think I'll have something myself. You want anything, Jill?" Well, since Jack's not here, sure." Umm. I'm telling."Daddy snorted. I looked up and he winked at me. The old faker probably stuffed himself before we got there this morning. But he had Mary thinking of something other than Charlie, which was exactly what she needed right now. "It didn't look. First off, Joey…” How was I to explain? “Joey is a girl. Secondly, she’s not my girlfriend.”“But ‘she’ fucks you up your butt. At least according to ‘her,’ that is.” Gaby emphasized the “she” and “her” as though she didn’t believe me.“She did once. That’s it! But, whatever…”“I think it’s awesome. I’ve fucked a couple of guys up the butt before,” Gaby interrupted before I could continue. “No need to feel ashamed about it. Even if Joey really is a guy.” She gave me a sly smirk.I let it.