As I thought about it, I came to the conclusion that, yes indeed I was afraid. I am not sure just exactly what it was that I was afraid of, just a gen...ral fear of being rejected. I really don't know to this day, what I was expecting to have happen. If I went to talk to her, of course she could reject me. Did I have any right to expect more than mild interest and little more from a woman who I had only know for about 4 months, 11 years ago.We waited for Al, and when he arrived, we had supper and. Let one outsider try it and watch out. The outsiderwill be told to mind their own affairs.Today both Mike and Leo just started to rearranging the work both Morganand I have done. If the outcome of their work would have improved theeffect, I wouldn't minded. But all they did was to leave the work justhanging down. The cats that we kept just came out from hiding andstarted to bat at the tinsel and light strings. Then the boys went tothe fridge and started to drink the store bought eggnog and eat. I said “I thought to play your vegina and breast, wish to drink your honey and milk. But you didn’t give a chance to me.” She didn’t answer; I said further “usually I like foreplay and sexy conversation before having sex. To day I saw you are in hurry to have fucked and understand your feelings, do you like sexy chat before sex.”She “What to do, after marriage hardly 3 months I had sex with my husband then had he left to abroad. Last ten months I am aching for sex that’s why I could not wait. Boudi began to moan AH AH AH AH AH AH AH AH AH ISH ISH. Then I began to push and pull my penis into her cunt, the pussy canal was narrower than my penis and it grasped tightly but for well lubrication I could easily run my penis. With slow and steady mood I was fucking her. I kept my hands on her breasts, I desired to knead those hard but she didn’t allow me, I screwed her nipples and those were hardened and stiffed. She was moaning AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH AAH OOH OOH AAH OOH AAOH..