Then we got our baseball gloves and played catch. I enjoyed running to catch the ball without the restrictions of trousers, and my self-consciousness...gradually disappeared. Soon it was time to go home and get ready for dinner. After taking a quick bath, I went into my room and found Mom laying out articles of girl's clothing on my bed. The blue dress, of course. But there were other things as well. "What's all this?" I asked."Well, Howie, if you're wearing a dress for dinner, you also have. " Carol said running her fingers through her son's chestnut brown hair. "But mom who will take care of you when I am gone?" Larry tried to use fear of loneliness to change his mother's mind but Carol was not dumb. "Larry, I am almost 50. I don't need my son to wipe my bum. Maybe when I am 70 I would but I want you to be a great success and then you could take all the time in the world to wipe your mother's dirty ass. With no men lining up to fuck me, I will enjoy your attention more.". I select four saplings near by that are a few inches thick. I cut them down and trim them to length, removing the branches. I use the saplings and twine to create my travois. I make two, each made of two saplings interwoven with twine, wide at the front, tied together at the back. We sling a goat carcass across each travois to make carrying easier. With two of us on each sapling, we drag our kill back to camp.When we return to our encampment, I instruct Algossi in keeping the dogs off our kill,. "Vivian seemed mollified. "Yes, dear, that is what I meant. I must be symbolically beaten in order for the evil to be taken out of the group so that when they share their seed with you, it will be in goodness, because the evil has been bled out in the beating. Now, after the complete circle enjoys your goodness and repentance, you will clean each other with your tongues. The idea is to make sure that you both share the essence of each member of the group in as many ways as possible."Rhonda.