About twice a week, I went to lunch with Desire’, frequently wondering if she had thoughts about exploring each other, but she never gave me any ind...cation that she wanted to move in that direction. I did do another outside show for a different store, but without the ‘private showings, the pay wasn’t nearly enough to make me ever consider doing it again. Besides, the show manager was a full fledged bull dyke that scared the hell out of me. I passed on several show offers after that, but in the. It was getting dark out as we walked out the door and she said, "You better hold on to me, I feel like I'm going fall." I grabbed her hand and we headed back to the office. When we got in, I said, "Are you OK to drive?" She said, "Yea, I'll leave in a bit." I said, "How's your neck?" She replied, "Better, I'll ice it when I get home." I said, "Would you like me to work on it again?" She said, "Sure if you have a little time for an old woman." I said, "C'mon now, you're not an old woman, you. The alcohol would not let me yield to my urge of commenting lewdly to him of a certain member's growing excitement with the look of his fat lips gripping the lip of the beer bottle as he tipped it upwards. In my drunken state, it honestly did seem as though he was cruisin' for a cock to suck. Shit, the way he sucked that bottle made me imagine what he'd do to my schlong.The bartender was not amused with my enthusiastic remarks that were undoubtedly heard throughout the small hole-in-the-wall. .." — heavy sigh — "I just turned and left like I used to do when my Mom ordered me out of the kitchen while I was growing up. I didn't want to just cop to her orders anymore. I shouldn't have to." They had good reason in this case. Jumping at them at every turn will not do any good," Yvonne said."Besides, what about how they're treating you now?" Chloe added.I nodded. I couldn't fault either of them for their desire to have this trip go better than expected. So far, it had gone a lot better. I.