Then gradually we started sharing many things.Then we thought of going out of our routine life. We planned to go to a movie. I didn’t have any bad i...tentions for her. During the movie, her hand touched mine. Gradually we held the hands for the rest of the movie.I thought she had some emotions for me. I dropped her in her pg. Later in the night, when we were at work we discussed the movie. I asked why she held my hand. She asked me to ignore those.So I didn’t ask her again but I had a strong. "Em. got a problem need 2 talk" Wot r u pregnant?" No u fool. Need 2 talk tonite" OK Rutland at 7"The Rutland is a beautiful riverside pub just by Hammersmith Bridge. Isat outside in the warmth of the evening and watched the action on theriver, idly wondering about how much history had passed by on theriver right in front of me. Henry VIII may have been rowed up riverpast this spot on his way to see his newly acquired palace at HamptonCourt, and his daughter Elizabeth must surely have traveled. He was wondering if she knew, or had some idea what he wanted from Preston and was against it? Either way, it was not her call.“Look Marcie, I just want to talk to Preston about the settlement he asked me to help. Where can I find him?”It looked like she did not want to answer me initially, but she must have decided I was worth trying to convince.“He is helping Jun. My brother had a really bad time, lots of shit happened in Quincy, and Preston has been helping him get past it.”“That is fine. I. I was pretty sure my husband was fucking around on his travels, but although he probably knew the slang words for making love in many languages, when he came home he always seemed too tired to invite me to make love to him, even in English, and all too often he resisted my advances if I took the initiative. I'd tried drink, but I'd realised that the biggest effect it was having was to make me put on weight, and as I'd always been proud of my body, I forced myself to give up. In its place, I.