. they said it may come back in little steps, a bit here... a bit there..." Little steps... yeah... flashes of things... That's what's been happening ...o me anyway... flashes of things." Oh baby, I want you back too. I really need you... I do. I don't know what I'd do without you... I really don't." Not to worry... I'm still here... don't think I'm headed off anywhere either."The next few days were stressful since I had no real memory of who I was. Staying in the hospital was a drag too, but. ..On Friday, on their way home from school, Penny said:"It's Katy Cresswell's party tomorrow, are you taking me, Paulie?" Yes, I think so; I need a break from revision. What time does it start?" Eight o'clock, but that means we don't need to get there before nine. Come round about seven, though."It was one of the advantages of living next door to your best friend. Two minutes before seven he called out:"I'm not sure what time I'll be in, Mum ... so don't lock the door." Then he pulled the front. She put a spoonful of the stuff into my mouth and I managed to swallow it. As she fed me she chatted away. "I'm sorry you didn't listen to me about obeying, but some people have to learn the hard way. They now own you and will do with you whatever they want. You should have cheerfully sucked off Tyrone. If you had you would still have your teeth. You are now just a toy to them honey, a pet." I was wolfing down the mush as fast as she fed me. When she finished feeding me, she told me, "I will. To chachi mere paas aakar so gyi unke brabar me mere chacha ki ladki so gyi. Iss tarah uss bed par hum 3 so gye baki jisko jahan jagah mili wahin so gye. Raat ko meri nind khuli to maine mehsus kiya ki meri chachi ne apne legs mere upar daale huye hai aur wo aaram se so Rahi hai maine socha sayad galti se aa gye honge maine unke legs ko apne upar se htaya aur so gya. Next day ye fix hua ki kal jo jahan soya tha aaj bhi wahin par soyega. Chachi fir se mere paas aakar so gyi raat ko sote huye.