..the loop and my fingers. I wanted to cum, I needed to cum but something held me back. Her words, “Have fun.” echoed in my brain. And I knew then...what I needed, what I wanted. And it was there, just within reach of my bed. My hand found it and I ran my fingers along the long neck. Maybe just touching it would be enough. One set of fingers furiously rubbing my cunt while the other set caressed the glass. Caressed what I really wanted. I grabbed it and brought it into bed with me. Kicked the. The rope tight around her neck prevented her from moving her hands in front of her body. With her hands behind her she couldn't undo the chain. The cupboards and drawers she'd managed to open didn't hold anything she could use to free herself. She'd tried using her body weight to yank the leash free, but all she'd managed to do was make herself pass out.She still heard occasional gunfire, and once there had been a scream quite nearby. Twice, cars drove by on the street. She could see them out. I was hoping to make it to retirement age, but I don’t think I’ll make it. Right now, I’d be happy to make it to the New Year,” Carl said.“I’m really sorry to hear that,” Burl said.With a little moisture in his eyes, Carl said, “Emma and I had hoped to drive around the country a bit after I retired. We wanted to see Niagara Falls, the Grand Canyon, Old Faithful, and the Redwood Forest. It doesn’t look like that is going to happen.”Burl shook his head. He couldn’t imagine how Carl felt to be. On the bed were the whitetights so I started with them. I did better this time and actually got themon the right way the first try! I went to the dresser and got out a camisoleand slipped it on over my head. Then the white full slip, I had to be carefulbecause of the rollers. Sometimes this getting dressed as a girl could bedifficult, but I was having fun so I didn't mind. Then I went over to thecloset door and took down the blue and white sailor dress I got forchristmas. I couldn't step into.