My wife came out wearing her short robe. It did nothing to hide her ass cheeks of her hairless pussy. Her hair was a mess and she had on very dark sun...lasses. Good morning beautiful I said when she walked up. She let out a little grunt sound. As I worked I asked how she felt. She said why did you allow me to pull a train, she said my butthole is have spasms every time she thinks about how it was abused. I said does your pussy hurt? She said it feels like I was kicked in it. I said well set down. Nobody gave us anything; we worked for it. If we got lazy, the ranch and our future suffered. If we put more effort into it, we could see the results a short time later.The thing is we made it work. We had control over our lives, over our environment.My first slap in the face was losing Val. When he went on that survival trek and didn't come back and that damn Jimmy wasn't any help, I almost lost it. I found myself bursting into tears at the drop of a hat. And there was no way I could control. It was usually one of her old summer dresses andpanties. Then she would put my hair in ponytail or something else. Wewould just play with her old dolls and toys. For me, this was thehappiest times in my childhood. I would feel like a sister and escapethe world without a Mum and a dad that always got mad at me.Of course one day, Dad caught me playing the little sister. He wasoutraged. My sister kept telling him that it was just a game, but shewas told to go down and start dinner. Then he. "It's just.. The restraint, it really freaks me out. I don't.. I don'tknow if I can cope with it. I can not go 6 months without spilling myseed."The nurse smiles pleasantly and nodded"Yes, it is a conundrum and let me be clear from the start. You willejaculate during the trial. It would be harmful for a male to go 6months without ejaculation of sperm, it would raise the risk of prostatecancer greatly if not and we need regular samples. But masturbation andas follows, intercourse will be.