'It's probably just wind. Would you like me to rub it for you?''Yes please.' She said, threw off the blanket and padded in a 'this hurts' manner to wh...re I sat. I lifted her onto my lap and she laid across me with her head on the arm of the sofa. She was wearing a short, cotton shift dress and I laid my hand on her tummy and caressed it with light circular motions.After a few minutes I asked 'Is that better?''A bit' came the replyI moved my had to her thigh and slid it up inside the dress so. I got in and pulled my seat belt on, he told me to relax and drove out the car park. The flowers were sitting on my lap and playing on my mind, had he been playing away again or was he going to leave me, things were going through my mind, I put the flowers on the back seat, and asked him whats going on, relax, were going down the coast for the weekend, Ive got a meeting tomorrow and thought we might as well make the most of the hot weather, Ive booked a hotel until Monday and cleared it with. She knew that I moved from one relationship to another while I never detected that she even dated. The whole time, unbeknownst to a girlfriend I had at the time, I was dabbling in my hobby. I was a closet crossdresser, and without someone living with me fulltime, I had ample closet space. But I always yearned for that relationship in which I could be open about my desires and even indulge in my deepest fantasies of feminization. I was willing to settle for just a taste of things, but I never. I opened her sock-drawer and started rummaging through it to find the socks, I absent mindedly searched through the drawer, trying to feel out wool socks at the very back where I couldn't see, when I felt a plastic bag shoved in the back.I pulled the heavy bag out of her dresser, wanting to explore the contents of the mysterious bag, so I sat down on her hard bed, and started to open the plastic bag. The first thing I pulled out was a long, fat rubber purple dildo, I sat there shocked, for.