.. believe me Sar, people do those things. I didn't believe it at first either, but it's true. And, well, I just can't imagine doing that to a girl un...ess she's really, you know beautiful and... and clean and... well... that's why I asked. I thought maybe Paulie did that to you, that's all," he concluded.After the few moments that it took for her to absorb what her brother said she responded, "Well he didn't! He didn't have time to... God Johnny, he just practically... no, not practically, I. " She went on saying "I have tried and either he gets mad or just wont talked about it. You must be so disappointed with me and think I'm some low life slut or something like that." I told her that she was the sister I always dreamed of having and that I totally understood having needs and not having a spouse who can satisfy our needs and desires. I went on saying "See my wife is like a ice berg when it comes to your love making and to tell the truth the way its going I cant see us even having. I rested my fingers on the cold metallic barrel. I had seen guns on television before, and the people who used the guns didn't seem to have much trouble using them.With the gun in my right hand, I walked out from the toilet and headed to the front door. But as I walked along the living room, my dad opened the front door and saw me. Dad was back from work. His eyes could not miss the black gun in my hands."I knew I should have hidden that gun somewhere else," said Dad. "Where do you plan to go. Guys! Don't say that to your wife or girlfriend.But no matter how we trust our doctors, you need to read the labels and that little booklet they give you for your information. [In golf announcer tones to the aside camera.] 'This drug kills rapid growing cancer cells. And any other cell it comes in contact with. It may cause nausea and uncontrolled vomiting, hair loss, heart palpitations, nerve damage, or fertility problems. It may cause mouth sores, loss of appetite, itchy skin, swollen hands.