The subject seemed to be closed, so we got on with our tasks in silence. This conversation had an after effect on me that to this day I am not sure if...it was for good or ill. It awakened the sleeping giant of my own sexual potency. It had lain quiescent ever since Joe died, but now it began to stir. Barely forty years of age, with potentially many years of sexual activity before me, I began to feel the pangs of sensual hunger. That night I had for the first time in ages, to masturbate. It was a. But I guess you are either ready for love or not. You can’t plan for it.’ ‘What happened to the letter? Do you still have it?’ ‘The day I proposed to you I threw away the letter.’ The conversation of a threesome got lost in the emotion of Mark’s story and was not brought up again. Jamie and Mark both sat silent for a while. Then Jamie got up and started getting dressed. Mark followed and said ‘I guess you’re getting hungry.’ ‘Yes, but not for food’. ‘What then’ ‘Let’s go back to the. Submission.I could have done anything with Haley then and she wouldhave loved it. I made a mental note that it bode poorly forour vow that she would surrender to me like that. What if aman had her on her back like I did? Her pretty lips partedfor a kiss. Her body an open invitation.I had bigger fish to fry though, so I set about thedelightful business of making love to the sexiest personalive.It occurred to me that I had never seen Haley's bosom. So Isoftly removed her bra.No real titties were. Walking together, arm and arm, places a small smile on your face. “What’s that for” I asked. “Oh, no reason” you answer. Before long we end up at a large fountain at the end of the canal. It is surrounded by grass and the only lights are inside the fountain. I take off my sweatshirt and place it on the ground. We sit next to each other, staring at the water. Every so often, we catch each other’s eyes staring at one another. You move closer to me and rest your head on my.