"One day it was like someone flipped a switch in my head and I really got into what I was doing. I've never felt bad about it since then," Susan said....She would have told her friend more, but she was pretty sure that Denise wouldn't understand it."I can't see that happening to me," Denise said."You'll see. Tonight after you and Dale have your long talk, I'll be spending the night with him. I'm looking forward to it," Susan said."I don't understand how you can feel that way," Denise said.Susan. ”Connie had been wincing the entire time. It was painful to take a seat.The doctor’s eyes had drifted to Jennifer’s rump. She hadn’t even stopped but she had taken this as a good thing: If she needed to use her trump card to win.“Well Miss MacDougal, I’m afraid our policy states that we cannot perform on anyone under the age of 13 unless they would be at a permanent disability. I have seen these things before. The pain will ease over a long time. And that’s not a permanent disability.”“First of. Her parents said they wouldn’t be back till about 10:00 am and it was only 8:00 pm. After their goodbye hugs to Amy they slipped out the door and drove off.“Amy have you had your bath yet?” I asked.“No but I don’t like to bathe myself mommy does it for me,” she answered.“Oh well um do you want me to wash you?” I questioned hoping for a yes.“Of course I want you to wash me Stephanie!” She replied with a smile. With that we went up stairs and down the hall to the bathroom. Never had I felt so. Her parents would find out! And then she relaxed as she realized that, if Bill was going to tell, he'd have done it already. And then she had a surge of excitement. He wanted her! That's why he asked her those questions."It was good reading, Shannon. But you're lucky I found it and not one of the church people. Anyway, you didn't answer my question." Uh, yeah... sorta? Like, when I seen Rachael, she looked like she was gonna fall down, the way her knees wobbled and it was like she couldn't keep.