Sherisked too much. It would have been her life and the baby's because Papadidn't know she was with child. But I admired her bravery. Little did Ik...ow her life would still be forfeited.I know now Jacob loves me, but never will it be like his love for Rachel.I accept what I can have. And I sit here in sackcloth and ashes unableto stop my tears. I still can't believe she's dead.Jacob is carrying Benjamin to me, now. It must be time to feed him.Miraculously I have milk in my breasts for him.. My BIL was delighted and energized like anything. He said “thanks” and he immediately went and got me, my size bra and panties of his company. I took them and went inside my bedroom and wore it. I then called him inside. His eyes looked stunned at seeing me in bra and panties and the words of “sexy…” came out of his mouth. He brought the digital cam and started taking pictures in all possible positions, specifically asking me to bend a lot and after taking the photo, he also showed me the. I've always considered myself straight, as straight as a man who has sucked cock can be I suppose, and I've never fancied men but the further into my teens I got the more the thought of sucking another man's cock intrigued me. Probably the definition of bi-curious. It started off watching porn and seeing the penis being the dominant feature of porn and getting on to seeing 2 men together with the same woman along with the odd bit of transsexual or bisexual porn. I found myself starting to. Rather than search more I just went to bed and felt violated for what had happened. Instead of giving information to person's unknown, I slept in my old bed and so did everybody else.The girls were shown the diode and I explained how it worked on the telephone to send information to a tape recorder some place. The person planting the device was either lazy or thought that they didn't need to be as careful because they were dealing with a boy, some girls and a widowed housewife.Things started to.