Thank God for Bert's mother. Without that dear woman, deep in the throesof grief herself, I would have never made it through those firstdifficult week....This was, of course a far more difficult time than after Daniel attackedand robbed me. But unlike then, I never entertained even the mostfleeting thought of taking my own life. I had four other lives dependenton me, and I swore to myself I would do everything I could to continueto protect and nurture them.Not that it was easy. I should have had. Athu ennavendraal avaluku vayathu 27 athanaal kaama unarvugal athigamaaga irukum avalin udambai naan thadavinaal avaluku kandipaaga muudu erividum. Appozhuthu avalai ookum vaaipu enaku kidaikum naan ippozhuthu avalidam vazhinthu pesa aarambithen. Avalum veru vazhi illamal enudan vazhinthu pesa aarambithaal.Avalum oru pen thaan kandipaaga thanilai maranthu aval sex seivaal endru nambi irunthen pinbu naan oru anubavam vaaitha paiyan enbathu avaluku theriyaathu.Enudan vellai seiyum pengaludan naan. “No, you are the one who is amazing. I'm just ordinary and boring. I...oh...Jesus!” I was trying to keep giving her compliments, tell her how beautiful she was, how I was falling for her, how I had never been with anyone like this before. Everything about this was a shock for me. “Oh God, I just wish I could feel it. You know? Like, what does it feel like to put a real cock inside? I'd like to feel that. God, I love your pussy. I love it,” the last part came out more as a silent whisper, almost. Evan looked at her, “you showed him your tits and pussy, if you change your mind, he has the pictures”. He’s already texted me that he’s not jacking off for the next two days as you told him to save every drop for you”. “You were great with my blow job I’m sure they’ll give you a great fucking”. “I could really use some attention down there” was her response. Jill started chewing her lip she seemed nervous again. “I hope your father doesn’t call Friday night; I have a feeling my pussy is going.