" "No thank you" I answered with a smile and a sing-song voice that I didn't even intend. "What's your name, baby?" he yelled after me. "Xuani." ...He yelled something else but a passing car kept me from understanding it. I kept walking, feeling butterflies inside and wearing a huge grin. That was fun. I felt wanted, if only for a minute. I was the one that left him wanting. I was alive, and I felt sexy; and not just as a release for Loi. The monotony was broken. I always walked the same. Wo boli mere sath so jao maine han kar di aur soch lia jo bhi ho jay ajj to chod kar hi rahunga khana kha ke hum sone chale gaye main chachi ke nind me ane ka intejar karne laga.Kuch der bad wo so gayi ab main saadi ki upper karna suru kia sadi panti ke upper aa gayi. Phir chachi ne karwat li par main is bar ghabraya nahi janta thai. Wo nind me hai ab unka gand mere lund ke samne tha maine apna lund bahar kia aur unki panti ko dheere dheere neeche karne laga. Chachi thoda sa bhi hilti to main. Clara shook her head and clutched her handbag tighter to her chest."I'm not going to ask again."Reluctantly, Clara handed the bag to her. She didn't have a choice. If she didn't hand it over the woman would force her to anyways. Ms. Penrose took her handbag and began searching. Clara's heart raced and blood pounded her in ears. She could almost see white spot in front of her. She tried to keep calm, tried not to show her anxiety. When the consultant fished out a box of cigarettes and did no. Just as I was thinking about what I should do...the telephone in my room rang. I thought it was just a random call to ask everyone to come into the lobby before setting out for the excursion. But i answered it anyway. It was Eva. In her sultry yet velvety voice. Hey there Adam. "Your friends called.They told me you weren't feeling too well. Would you like me to come over and take a look at you?" "Oh no" I said, "i think ill be fine". But she insisted. I said that I would walk over to her room.