One time during the summer we had I large storm heading our way and my wife had gone to visit some friend in another state so I invited Bonnie to come...over and ride the storm out here at my house. She arrived and the day went pretty smooth. We talked and prepared for the storm that was just a few hours away. After we finished dinner she was leaning on the bar and I walked up behind her and started rubbing her shoulders. She said that was nice and just lightly moaned as I was rubbing her back.. PenetrationI hit my teens running, by twelve I had extended my ability to giving blow-jobs, to other k**s and one old man, whose house I had to clean as right of passage, my mother a Christianized woman of piety, farmed out her c***dren to others to help, though going down on them, probably was not what she had in mind.I had not long started menstruating, and sex education in school made me aware of what my pussy was all about, which made me all the more curious, as I now had the urge on many. By now you must know that we all enjoy men, sometimes women too and we make ourselves available to one another, no one tells a brother no when it comes to sex, which means you too may seek favors.”He looked at us once again, “For now, enjoy a drink and consider all I have said. Leaving now is no big deal, it means you simply have no desire to satisfy the requirements of membership. You may leave and your names will not be mentioned and if you are met by a brother he will treat you as he would. Most of my new friends are 50+ and married, had m2m sex when they were younger, are were having no sex any longer in their marriage, thsy don’t consider themselves as gay – most just want to enjoy something they had long ago that was exciting and a bit taboo. I’ve always looked at having sex with another guy just as sex and pleasure – no love, no kisses, just sex and getting off. I have had some invites from other xham’s to meet up but have always chickened out and not gone through with it,.