You may be shocked darling, especially with Chapter 1, titled, How I Lost My Virginity, You have always said you were amazed at how open I am about se.... When you read my journal you will understand. I sure hope you can handle it."I looked at my darling and wondered what the hell was going on. Something had stolen my loves security in our bond. Even though we had agreed from the start on everything we had done sexually. Also that what had happened in both of our lives before we got together was. I sat back smoking a joint Trying to take in what had just happend. I felt Anna's hand on my cock, I looked down to see her suck my cock in to her mouth. I was rock hard in seconds with her hot mouth around my cock. I relaxed and finished my drink watching her suck my cock. When I put my cup down she stopped sucking me and said. You watched me now try it on Lawance. I looked over at his cock, I roll on to my side and slid down the bed, I took his cock in my hand, it felt so hard and hot. I felt. He stands surrounded by his friends, looks me in the eyes "kneel!" I do as I'm told, I don't want to be punished in front of daddy's friends. He unzips "open wide kitten" he says as he whips out his cock.His friends look on in awe of just how obedient i am and the lengths I am willing to go to serve my daddy. I open my mouth and press my tongue just under the tip of his cock ready to receive my daddy's hot stream. He puts his hand on the back of my head, wrapping my hair around his hand, pushes. I was being aroused & I felt fear. For the touch was not the soft touch of my husband. I felt like I was being raped. I wanted to scream, but held myself to see where this was going.After a while, of kissing & playing with boobs, I stopped the water. & he inserted his finger into my wet pussy. Then he said(for the first time), you are wet baby. I still couldn’t guess who it was. He said, I’m going to let you free. Don’t scream. It was more an order than a statement. I quietly nodded. He let go.