Pulling out a packet of Craven 'A' Cigarettes she offered me one but I refused saying I do not smoke on a regular basis, but she then insisted that I ...njoy one with her.I took one and lite it for her and for myself ( In those days there was no smoking restrictions on the train). She asked me if I had a steady girl friend. When I answered in the negative she asked me if I was a homosexual because " a good looking strapping guy like you should heve had a large bevy of girls after you and r****g. The possibility had never crossed my mind. Hell, the possibility that I could control women in my presence had never crossed my mind until a few days ago. “How far do you think I could reach?”“Have you not held mental conversations with the friend you left behind in Germany?”“How could you possibly know that? Most of the time I was imagining those conversations I was many thousands of miles from her and from you.”“Distance has no meaning for mental communications. We hear all. Many women heard. “These are the nine newly discovered cultivation resources. For the moment, they are being tested to determine their value and safe methods of usage...”As Noel explained, Zax half mindedly listened and recorded what he deemed as the important parts.He had not come out of interest or desire as some of the people in the auditorium did. He wanted a rest from cultivation, worrying about Niel and dealing with Sister Iaura. The invitation to attend in the Star Scavenger’s fourth mission report was. And I did not have to share a room with Jerry Jock constantly mocking me.There was only one fly in the ointment, so to speak. And that was that I knew that I desperately wanted more than ever, to try on some of those girl's clothes that were so abundant in my room.It was becoming almost like an obsession, the more that I tried to put it out of my mind. I did not want to be a sissy. I had never thought of myself as being a sissy. But I wanted to know what it felt like to be able to wear some of.