I love you,Little Star.I miss you so much. Ah, I can’t wait until your returnfrom Perth. I have a countdown of days on the fridge:23. I feel lik... calling, but I know you’d like to get aletter so I’ll finish this first.Do you remember when we went away for the weekend justafter we started going out? I hope you do! I have aphoto of us near that lighthouse, holding hands andsmiling. You can tell from the smile what we’d beendoing that morning!It was such a beautiful. It was significant that the smaller, gelatinous penises were placed above the larger and stiffer phalluses. In the age of female rule, the hard-on was considered to be a manifestation of male weakness. While the male organ was flaccid, orthodoxy said, the man could still use his sadly limited mental abilities. As the organ rose and erected, the male came to guided and pulled by his increasingly demanding ?thing? until, finally, he was no more than a pitful servomechanism of a ridiculous. " Who?" I asked looking about."The blonde over there with the caterers," she nodded.She looked to be in her mid to late teens and very pretty, slim with her long blonde hair."Go and asked her if she'll like to fuck," suggested Lucy, "that's what you guys do, isn't it?" It's not like that," I explained."Yes it is," she said, "that's what guys do to me all the time." And what happens when guys come up to you and asked you if you want to fuck?" I asked."Well if I feel like it and they look ok I. You have until Monday." Pat got up and left.I had four days, if I counted Monday, to make a decision about my life. Whatever I decided, things would never be the same. Back at the office I was useless. I kept going over the two ways to handle this screwed up situation. I could do what Pat wanted and save my marriage, maybe.If I gave into Pat he would just want something else later on because I really didn't trust him to hand everything over to me. Also if I did what he wanted it would cost my.