.. not a girl " On this voyage you are what the Captain and the crew says you are andyou are the Mistress of the Wardrobe. And that means you will wea... theseclothes and masquerade as a woman. A Lady of quality for the relief ofthe Captain and crew. Who will not see a woman for many months ...youwere a godsend when I saw you being beaten on by those dregs from thestreet and when I carried you up the gangway I knew, and then you wantedto join 'before the mast' as you put it. But I knew then that. She liked my suggestion. I told her I was sure Ariel would be happy to help her out. Ariel agreed and said she would do anything for a good friend and grabbed Melody playfully by her hips. This led to the two of them kissing. At first, they kissed the way girls kiss who aren’t comfortable kissing other girls; over-eager without rhythm. Then they started to get comfortable and I got lost in that. After an eternity (probably a few minutes at most), they separated and Ariel asked what happened to. Haa haa haa jethaaajii aaiseee hii aandarr aaurr aandarrr daaloo aaurr jooorrr see aaaaa oooo yeeesss aaiseee massslooo mereeee chuuuutttkoo haaa uudhaarrbuudhaaarr haa haa haa haaayyyyyyaaaaaaaaaa sssssssss mmmmuuuuummmmm meeeeee toooo gaaiii jeetaaajiiiiii..plssss jooorrr seeee rrruukknaaa nahhiiii….”Is kadar mere muh se awaaj nikalne lagi aur mee jad gai jethala ne sara pani apni jeeb se saaf kiya aur fatakse khade ho gaye aur mere samne apna land pant se nikala aur haat me pakdakar muje. If you decided to stay as Jen, it would be an adventurewith new things to discover and experience. You would be moving forwardnot backwards. You make a pretty interesting woman and I think you willenjoy seeing where it takes you. If you decide to stay as Jen I wouldrecommend that you go all the way. Treat it as an adventure and becomecomplete as Jen rather than an incomplete Tom. Indulge your femininity,let yourself be girly when you want to, be raunchy, sexy, flirty whenyou want to, have fun..