Looking down and shaking her head, she wrapped herself in her own hug. I tried to read her reaction, saying, "Sweetheart, look ... you've done so much...more, so much better than we thought you would, you can do anything you want now, we can just talk if that will make you happy" When Carly picked her head up, she was very glassy-eyed, then her tears started falling. We knew at that point, something was very, very wrong. The mood had changed. We didn't want to push her; we had no idea why she. Everywhere there were pictures of Mi-Ling, laughing, crying, dancing, and a final one of her in the casket, this one was repeated all over, this was her curse, her punishment, even the computer screen spoke in her voice, the time that the systems was down gave her a reprieve, but she still waited for the system to return."Oh Mi-Ling. Why did I ever do it? Why?" She said the words aloud, although she knew why! She could remember it as if it only happened yesterday, instead of 10 years. Their hands travel everywhere trying to find a hold. Clothes, skin and hair all get a pat down and ruffle as they hungrily try and devour each other. He eventually reaches behind her head and takes the lead back kissing her firmly once more before lowering his mouth to her chin, then jaw, then neck and ear. Soft but firm kisses and playful bites occupy his lips as one hand folds into her hair and the other tries to find a home at her side.Suddenly a spark hits him as he feels one of her hands. I was anxious to get to the bottom of this!"I started to like you more, but there were a few tests along the way, " he said. "I took you out to that old farm I bought, and told you what I dreamt of. Then I took you ice-fishing. I watched you with the kids in Pediatrics and the ones on my floor. I watched you interact when you thought no one was looking, and I had a nice sit-down with your mother and Ann a week ago." What did they say?" I asked."Emily's most blunt comment was that I'd be.