I thought about Jamie.Jamie.Jamie would die for me. Jamie would kill for me. I thought about all of the things I still wanted to do.I thought about Ca...dace.I wanted Candace.I was all of her, and I was going to have her. She promised me that she would be mine.She promised. She wanted me.She had told me so.It was how it was supposed to be.Meant to be.Just before I lost the ability to move, I lifted my hands up and unwrapped the rope from around my neck. I felt onto the ground, gasping for air. As. "It's about Mom?" Dad asked."Her too..." I feel the same," Dad started, "maybe not exactly, but anyway. Son,you..."I couldn't hear that word 'son'! How I hated it and myself 'cause I wasactually IT to be addressed this way. I was about to say something but Istarted sobbing instead and then burst in tears.Dad embraced me in a hug and rocked slightly. It wasn't like Mom's hug butfelt kind of soothing too."Is there something I don't know?" Dad asked after I calmed a little."I... I..." but there I. More bootheels press you on and you are bundled into a small compartment, it's only big enough for you to sit down in a hunched up position, there is a door slamming shut and a key turns in the lock."Go get the guys, she's here!" a mans voice commands.There is a sound of several heavy boots trundling through the underbrush and noises of something being fasten to the box you are in! With a sudden jerk the whole contraption is lifted up and you are rolling around in the box as the men carry it to. The husbands can leave to go into the video room, move about, or sit on the couches or soft chairs about ten minutes after the party started, as they wouldn't be in use, but they'd have to move if any of the members to rest.Promptly at 9:00pm a loudspeaker announced, "Members and guests of the club prepare and have fun."The members moved out of the room to their respective rooms, and the husbands moved to the chair area. I asked the husband on my right how he felt about the purpose of the club?.