I was later than normal and I knew Jim would be worried. I kept building my excuse so that I'd have it somewhat practiced before I walked in.I hadn't ...allen into the affair willingly but now, after six months I craved the sexual heights my lover drove me to. I still love my husband but for some reason, Samuel does things in my mind and body that I can't keep away from.I've tried to break it off with Sam. I have tried time and time again. He's just so damned seductive and he also knows all the. . Harder... Please... Give it to me..."Marissa's voice squealing."That hard enough... Huh... That hard enough for ya... Slut..."Courtney's voice said as the noises of two bodies humping became louderand faster."Yes... Yes... Fuck... Fuck... I'm so fucking... cloooossseee..."Marissa's voice was groaning before the slapping sounds came to asudden halt.Going with what she was hearing, the real Marissa could picture herpregnant stepdaughter ramming her stepmom's twin with a strap-on. Butthe. "I don't know," I said.She took another tentative step toward me and I finally sat up, pulling off my covers and pushing them to the side. I knew she'd want to stay for a while, at least until things were quiet again, but she'd never ask. It was as if she was afraid I'd reject her one of these times and I didn't even want to consider what that might do to her."Sit down," I said. "It'll be over soon." I wish it never happened."That'd be nice, if little more than wishful thinking under the. She felt herself an organic part of this lake that had watched over every step of her life. The lake knew Darryl too, and reached out for him. She watched the passage of the sun across the sky in terms of colors and shadows and rhythms of life, not time. When the sun had relinquished the sky to the soft light of the moon and her soul shared the peace that descended on the lake, she heard the soft steps of a large animal. The wolf nuzzled her and spoke."You have learned to sing again with your.