Keeping angles to the camera in mind he turned Emma sideways facing him and knelt before her. Putting his hand behind her neck he pulled her down to k...ss her on the lips. He did so gently and felt Emma trembling with excitement as he did so. Next he leaned forward and kissed her stiff little pink nipples one by one. Emma sucked in her breath as he did this . . . and her trembling increased. Vaguely in her mind Emma heard a voice saying this is real sex and were actually doing it. Simon sat. . Huh . . .As she regains her senses, still trembling for the aftershocks, Sara slowly takes the dildo out of her and throws it on the bed.Slowly my darling eighteen year old licks Lisa’s pussy as she comes back to Earth. In a small voice, she asks, “Can I go now Lisa?”“Yes Sara please go. Leave me here.”Sara stands grabs her stuff and calls the elevator.Quickly I take out the hand of my panties and run up to Sara. Holding my finder to my lips, to signal for silence, I join Sara in the. I said sure. Why not.We sat and she asked a couple questions. Then asked me about my original question as I had mentioned her disclaimer in the voicemail.I explained that somewhere in there, so long ago, was an early trigger for my hidden darkness. That little girl, and I, had suffered such horror and pain at 10 years old. She reassured me that she was much more qualified to deal with victims than perpetrators. Ahhhh, then I realized what she had meant all along.I only broke down a little bit. “I screwed everything up. He’s so confused about how he feels about me and I just told him to stop it. I basically yelled at him. It’s never going to happen now.” Montana looked saddened. I always felt that she actually did want to be first with him, in her wildest dreams, but my confessions seemed to have made her forget about herself for a moment.“You have to do it to him,” she said firmly. “It’s like those older guys that can’t propose to their girlfriends because they’re scared. You have to.