I am those things. I am at ease, unthreatened, secure, safe, and protected. But there is always a fire inside me ready to burst into consuming energy ...nd titillation. How is it that I can feel so at peace, so secure, so at ease in this new life and at the same time, the next moment in that life be physically teased, probed, fondled, or be given a cock to suck or pussy to eat, or be ravaged by cock or toys for the pleasure of others? The anticipation, the potential of it happening, is that fire. And one leg crossed holding my waist.My hands were in her hair and the other was busy on her buttocks. Then I broke the kiss and took her top off. I was amazed to see those awesome boobs. She took my shirt off and was happy to see my fit six pack abs body. We hugged again like snakes tangled to each other.I lifted her and took to the sofa. We were not giving out on smooching. I placed her on the sofa and started to kiss her whole body from the top. I kissed her forehead, then cheeks, then lips,. Gosh, Amy and Bobby are fun, though. I looked intensely at her, and realized, probably for the first time, just how beautiful she was. At 34, she looked 26. Her hips were round, and her waist small. Her breasts were just teacup size. I hoped that I grew up to look just like her. I hoped that I grew up to be just like her. I moved closer and hugged her tightly from behind. I love you Mommy, I said. I hadnt called her mommy in years. She turned around and put her arms around me. I love you so. Yes I whispered in my best girl voice. Slowly he put his arm around my shoulder and then his other hand touched my knee. I wasn't really expecting him to be touching me. I had thought that I would be once again doing the touching and sucking. I sure have a lot to learn about being a girl. But I was loving every minute of it. Although he was short in stature not much bigger then me he sure felt strong. I loved the feel of his warm hand rubbing my knee. With no protest from me he glided his.