Her existentialist woes never left her for long. Why couldn't she accept it? Okay! There was a sense she wasn't real. That nothing was real. That the ...niverse that she knew was just a virtual reality that existed inside some huge computer housed in some external universe she had come to know as the Real World. That she and everything else were avatars, no more real than those on her computer. And she was herself no more real than the characters in the computer games she played.But, on the other. I decided to take a swim in the sea and then see if I can take a shower at the sauna building. I was expecting Tuva to have a hangover, so, on my return I would make a hearty breakfast for her I thought but when I came back to the tent; she had already beaten me to it and with the food she had found, made some sandwiches. ‘smörgås bröd’We sat across from each other legs spread, plate on the knee, lovely view and I felt my cock already starting to wake up, despite the cold shower I just had.. I became a little brave and put my hand on your leg. You smiled encouragement to me and my hand went up higher. We sat and looked at each other, our eyes not leaving one another’s. You raised your eyebrows. I raised mine. You smiled. I smiled. We seemed to be able to read each other’s mind. You paid the bill and we walked back out to the car. It was getting dark out now. Before you opened my door, you put your arms around me, pulled me to you and kissed me a soft, sweet kiss. I kissed you back. . I grab for some tissue but none is close by... you walk over and get me some... handing me a handful watching me. I feel you brush my hair from the side of my neck... I look at you and step away... trying to gain control but with a step the fine powder poofs up again and I am again sent into a fit of sneezing... almost bending over with the force of them. Something snaps in you... Your hands are on me... pulling me across to you your lips on my neck... I am in shock... another sneeze and your.