I had walked well over half way, and was starting to get nervous. It was about 10:30 P.M. as i was nearing downtown. Being a small white male, 5ft 8, ...60lbs, with a big bubble butt, walking down the dimly light streets in tight yoga pants and a black lace thong, I was a bit of a target. Nonetheless, I craved that thick black cock I saw in the pic, so I walked on. As I rounded a corner I spotted a tall man, about 6ft 3, 250lbs leaning on a tree smoking a blunt. "Smells great" I said to him as I. In a fairly short amount of time, I was becoming increasingly settled to the idea that I may never again have successful access to women; and not because I didn't think I wasn't outwardly good looking enough, but because I wasn't sure I wanted to! I loved my sessions of porn and masturbation so much, that I doubted that I'd meet another woman I'd really want to try and fuck.It was just so much easier, and way less fraught with 'performance anxiety,' that I'd always had before my wife and I. “No, don’t stop it, I want to hear,” said George.“Sure, but Adrian’s heard it all. Adrian, would you get us some more wine, take your time, let George hear this, okay?”Adrian headed back to the kitchen hoping George wouldn’t be upset. Julie let the tape run."Some of this may be uncomfortable George." Have you seen it already." Mmmm, some I watched with the sound down. I was watching both rooms at once." She paused the tape. "From memory this next bit you need to listen carefully and not get. Go ahead Damon said. Well like I said I know you pretty well and knowing you I bet you were thinking of the best way to let me down easy and end what's left of our relationship if you want to call it that. I'm just going to say it "I Love You and I know You Love Me". Now I know your worried about what people might say or do but I really don't think people care that much anymore at least on this island anyway. That's one of the reasons I love it here so much the people her genuinely nice, there.