"You're cute when you're nervous," she said, smiling at me as she leaned against the door.Thankfully no more was said on the subject, and the rest of ...he evening was a stunning success. Courtney, as I'd found out while tutoring her, was a fun, easygoing and altogether nice person. Unlike every other girl I'd had a crush on, I found myself, for the most part, able to behave like a normal human being around Courtney. Whether I was getting older or for some other reason, I felt perfectly. The girls took her to our doctor in the other town for a check up, she was indeed pregnant, about twelve weeks the doctor said, she just said it was a man she met and she had not seen him since, she went though the pregnancy without any complications and gave birth at the local hospital, to a beautiful little girl she called Destiny, I had insisted she go to hospital to have the baby as I was concerned if she had problems, but both she and the babe were fine.Danielle, Laura and Janice had begun. The one that was sweeping through my body now made myentire body heat up like a furnace and made the room do a brief spin. Isteadied myself by putting my hand on the wall and gave myself over tothe rush of hormones that engulfed me. It took me minutes to recover andleft me spent but desiring even more. Helen had cultivated this addictionin me over the last three years. She held the ultimate power over me.Three or four days after my weekly shot I went into withdrawal, cravingthe rushes that the. In my curiosity, I pulled it towards me.As the laptop started up, I immediately loaded up my favourite website, lushstories. As I scoured the pages of stories, I noticed a story published recently, “My Neighbour The Writer”. I quickly clicked on the story and read through it. My heart sank as I realised that my dream was in fact a reality. Tears formed in my eyes as I couldn’t believe that he had betrayed my trust like this. My sadness quickly turned into anger as I threw the laptop onto the.