I fear that my heart will bebroken one too many times and I will close it off,and that will close me off from the love in theworld. I have to be smart... sure, but not at the costof losing the feminine power it was so hard for me tofind.I?m a woman, I?m a goddess, and that means thatacting from the girl god space is the only way I canhonor my creator. I can?t get all tough and distantor I lose connection with my most important thing, myown heart and its delights.I fear sometimes I will lose that. "what are you doing here?" I asked indignant, feeling a little sore after his tactis. His reply seemed genuine "My Perkins sent me in for being to rough on you" he laughed as he said it, which annoyed me even more.He lent forward and touched my bruise "ouch, didn't realise I was so hard on you", his touch was longer than expected and he begin to stoke it. "you need it kissing better" he said, and with his tongue he made a licking motion. I was confused at this point, and looked round to see if. “Woof! Bark! Woof!” She vocalized instantly. I was laughing. Adelaide’s cheeks were red as she stifled her laughing. I leaned forward.“Jess,” I kissed her forehead. “Thank you.”“I’m glad you liked it,” she said with her eyes turning away. I looked up at my girlfriend.“You need a nap,” Adelaide said. “You look tired.”“You look beautiful,” I said. “C’mon, I need a cuddle buddy. Jess, are you tired?”“I--I slept OK.”“Good,” I brushed her hair. “Give Adelaide and me an hour and a half? Be here with. "Honey, let me explain." There's nothing to explain. Either he raped you, or... are you just a whore, mother?" Rodney shouted.I expected a sound like thunder to follow, but mother didn't hit him again. I wasn't sure what I heard. I think it was a sniffle."Please, son. We have to..." "We have to do something before he attacks Lynn or maybe Shell. What will you say then? He's a monster, mother." NO!" Mom shouted back. "He's just a child." Children don't rape their mothers." Then I heard loud.