Are you saying that you want to become Cheryl for always?" Auntie, I don't know what I am saying at this time. For a person whonever thought about be...ng a member of the opposite sex, I find that Ienjoy being a girl. At least, so far. I seem to love everything thatgirls do. Would it surprise you if I told you that I don't think ofPaul, or myself as Paul anymore? I really love being pretty. Maybe if Iwas ugly it wouldn't work, but even you told me that I was really pretty.Also, calling you. God, I wanted so to see Suzanne, but apparently something inside me told me to reject her. She had flushed me from her life so totally, made me as if I never existed; maybe my own psyche had erased something from my memory. Had I been mistaken, maybe it wasn't Suzanne who called my name outside the store. Was it Yoffie, Jewel Marie or any other female friend I hadn't seen in a long time? Did I really remember what Suzanne looked like?Intrigued, I took my regular walk to the store and got my. I'm already scared. Are you?" Kind of," I replied. "Let's go check it out."We went down the stairs together as my mother turned on more lights. A few minutes later, she turned on all of the lights and I had triple checked everything. All the doors were locked, all the windows were closed, and there weren't any a****ls roaming around. The house was empty."Got any ideas of what that banging noise was?" she asked. "None. That was so weird." Still think your mother is crazy?" I never said you were.. "You told me to go faster. I did." I didn't mean that you should bang the living daylights out of my pussy."She was upset and her distress was written all over her face."No," Jorie said, shaking his head in protest. "You said 'go faster' and I could not not do what you said. It was like a command that I had to obey." I felt the same way when you told me to get naked," Kita said."Yeah, I wanted to kiss up and down your body before you told me to fuck you. You said 'fuck me' and what I wanted to.