Hope I put on a good show, I thought. Finally, I gradually pulled my dick out of the fillys slit. Our juices were now joined and oozed out of her slit... As I withdrew, she continued to flare her slit, as she seemed unwilling to let me get soft or pull out of her. My dick finally popped out of her and immediately her slit turned inside out, expelling my cum and her juices onto the hay on the floor. I looked down at the fillys slit in wonder that my dick had penetrated her inner wetness as her. Her poor vibrator got a major work out and actually ran out of juice before she was done with it as Carrie's drunken brain kept flashing with images of Maria making love to faceless woman over and over again until Carrie passed out from sheer exhaustion only to be woken again and again by dreams of a similar bent.The next few days were once again a strange kind of living hell for Carrie. She kept waiting for Maria bring it up again, but it never happened and Carrie just couldn't bring it up. ” What was it I overheard my son calling me while he was masturbating? “Oh, mommy, mommy Goddess, I worship you!” I thought about it for a moment and what arose in my mind is the question of worship and how is it manifested?I sat back down again and tried to think. Worship…prayer…praise…adoration…thanksgiving…confession.“Mom?” “Wait, honey, I have to get this right.”Unclean…clean…sacred…profane…real…symbolic, wait! Ritual! What I need is a ritual! An inspiration occurred. What was called. With a slow exhalation her ass relaxed and the dildo slid home. Her head and shoulders lifted off the bed as her back arched with shock at the anal invasion. ‘Ummph….!!!’ she groaned as her tight ass burnt with the penetration and she quickly removed the dildo. A few calming breaths later she tried again and this time, as the head of the dildo enters her resisting ass with a plop, she keeps it there. The fire in her ass slowly abated, a slow pulsing desire replacing the pain. She can feel her.