.. I don't understand," Jesse had seemed so happy, everything had been so perfect, "Last night..."Alec touched my arm."Have hope, go talk to him."I di...n't need telling twice.Jesse sat crossed legged on the bed, dressed and looking about as un-put together as I felt. When he looked at me, his eyes were troubled, but focused. Wherever he'd been off to in his head, he was back now. He managed a smile as I approached the bed."Allemande, where have you gone?/Did I know anything about you?/Many. Sue was very pleased with my accomplishments, and A seemed very satisfied with my performance. We go now to the next step: “the whole thing”. That meant that you have to take the penis into your mouth as much as you can and bob head up and down... something very complicated. Sue moved into position, wet it and I could see it disappear in her mouth, deep into her throat. A’s reaction was instantaneous and he hold her by the neck to help her with the rhythm. I never thought something like that. I wanted to bury my face in Michael's sweet-smelling strong neck, but the cabbie would notice that even in the dark as he occasionally glanced into his rear-view mirror. Now the perspiration condensed on my chest and forehead and the cold air made my nipples stand up and I could feel them poking hard into my sweater. "Here we are, folks, Downtown Hilton!" the cabbie said firmly. The car rolled to a stop under the bright lights of the covered drive. Michael and I abruptly sat up and righted. Leonardwanted to fuck me while Rene and Maisie looked on, and then havethe arrangement reversed with him and me the spectators while Renefucked Maisie.I protested that it hurt with him and expressed a preference to do itwith Rene. My protest was partly actuated by something akin tojealousy. Somehow, I didn't exactly relish the idea of Rene fuckingMaisie. But Rene intervened, and his word was law. It wouldn't hurt menow if I did it with Leonard. I was used to it now.And so, with Leonard crouched.